I haven’t failed

Week 4 of the semester is in the books! Grad school is testing my time management and organizational skills, but I’ve been enjoying the challenge. No matter how prepared I am, I never know what to expect when I greet my little client at the door. There have been ups and downs for all of us as we learn how to apply what we’ve spent years learning. We’ve decided that, at this point, our job is to make mistakes and then learn from them. As Edison put it…

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This quote rings very true for me right now. I’m not sure if my client has learned anything yet, but I certainly have! There’s so much to think about in a treatment session. What behavior should I model? What should I do in response to the client’s actions? Was my utterance too long or was it something he could imitate? Did I give him enough time to respond? How can I keep his attention on the activity for longer than 3 minutes? Am I accurately collecting data? Which behaviors should I reinforce? How do I get him to stop rolling on the floor or running around the room? Am I using an effective strategy or should I try something different? Should I let him clean up or make him play for another minute? Am I smiling and having fun or am I checking my watch too often? Should I let him sit on the floor or make him come to the table? Even little things like seating arrangements at the table are significant and require planning and thought!

But then there are those precious moments when I think, “This might actually be making a difference!” Right now, those moments are few and far between, but they remind me that there’s a light at the end of the tunnel.

This upcoming week, we have our first exams AND STATE CONVENTION!!! WOOT WOOT!

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The graduate adventure begins…

Three weeks ago, I joined 33 other speech-language pathology students as we began our graduate program. Since then, we have organized and stocked our desks with office supplies, chocolate, textbooks, snacks, and colorful markers (Target made quite the profit off us the past couple weeks). We’ve also started classes and successfully conquered our first neurology quiz.

AND we’ve been entrusted with other human beings and expected to help them become better communicators. They call that clinic.

While the 12-hour days can feel long at times, I feel blessed to be at this place at this time with these people. I love it. Looking back over the past 4 years, it’s amazing to see how God has brought me to this point. My freshman year, I did not enjoy college and basically chose to major in speech pathology because I didn’t know what else to pick. Now, it’s second nature to use terms like…Screen shot 2014-09-06 at 12.35.31 AM

 

I’m nerding out right now just thinking about speech pathology. When you stop and think about it, it truly is extraordinary how God made us to communicate with each other (and Him!) through speech and language. The human brain is amazing!

So this next week, take a moment during your busy days and mundane tasks to notice the extra in the ordinary of your life. And once you find it, go ahead and nerd out over it. Trust me, it’s fun.

 

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In the garden

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The first harvest from our garden! Two lil’ cherry tomatoes!

For those of you who have been enjoying produce from your garden long before now, don’t judge me too harshly. I love working in the garden, but our garden usually doesn’t start producing until late summer. Typically right before the first frost. I’m blaming it on the limited light our garden gets. So getting TWO tomatoes before July? That’s pretty exciting.

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All the world’s a stage

Clear your throat and open your eyes. You are on stage. The lights are on. It’s only natural if you’re sweating, because this isn’t make-believe. This is theater for keeps. Yes, it is a massive stage, and there are millions of others on stage with you. Yes, you can try to shake the fright by blending in. But it won’t work. You have the Creator God’s full attention, as much attention as He ever gave Napoleon. Or Churchill. Or even Moses. Or billions of others who lived and died unknown. Or a grain of sand. Or one spike on one snowflake. You are spoken. You are seen. It is your turn to participate in creation. Like a kindergartener shoved out from behind the curtain during his first play, you might not know which scene you are in or what comes next, but God is far less patronizing than we are. You are His art, and He has no trouble stooping.

You can even ask Him for your lines.

from Death by Living by N.D. Wilson

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Old books: The Chronicles of Narnia

C.S. Lewis is without a doubt one of my favorite authors, so I always get excited when I find copies of his books (even if I already have the books). A few months ago, I found these beautiful copies of Lewis’ Chronicles of Narnia at a used bookstore. They may not be first editions or worth much, but I love them! They are early 1960’s editions, but I’m missing The Magician’s Nephew!!! So if anyone finds a copy of The Magician’s Nephew that looks like these, I want it!

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The Chronicles of Narnia

Mr. Thomas at the lamppost.

Voyage of the Dawn Treader...my favorite!

Voyage of the Dawn Treader…my favorite!

 

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Summer is here!

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After a few busy weeks of work, vacation Bible school, and a class on cleft palate, I feel like summer is finally starting! Which means summer reading in an attempt to chip away at my endless “to read” list.

The spring semester was a wonderful few months of finishing school, working with my first client in the speech-language clinic, applying and getting accepted into grad school, working with my amazing K-2nd graders at church, leading a Bible study of lovely ladies, and playing violin on worship team.

I’m in the process of updating my reading list with the books I’ve been reading this year and hope to post more this summer so stay tuned!

 

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Top Books of 2013

When I look back over the books I read this past year, it’s surprisingly easy to pick my top 3 favorites. They are…

1. The Book Thief by Markus Zusak (historical fiction) I just finished reading this book and was very impressed. There is some language in the book, but otherwise I highly recommend it. Well written, unique narrator, and a beautiful story of a girl in Germany during WWII. I’m excited to see how the movie compares to the book.

2. The Black Tulip by Alexandre Dumas (romantic era classic)

3. When Helping Hurts by Steve Corbett and Brian Fikkert (Christian living)

 

Of course I already have a long list of books to read in 2014. And I’m also thinking I need to build one of these with all my books…

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Happy New Year!

 

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Helpfulness

I love this quote by Bonhoeffer. It’s easy for me to get so caught up in my own agenda that I’m reluctant to help others. But I’ve found that when I do stop what I’m doing to spend time with others, that’s often when beautiful memories are made!

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Yeah, this happens

This happened to me recently…while reading Frankenstein. Not sure what that says about me. What can I say, I’m a book nerd!

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I’m glad heaven isn’t like grad school…

Don’t get me wrong: I am ridiculously excited for grad school (assuming I get in).

That disclaimer aside…

I’m glad heaven isn’t like grad school.

I’ve spent the past year studying for the GRE, taking the GRE, going to workshops on how to write a resume and personal statement, making a spreadsheet of possible schools, trying to decide where to apply, filling out online applications, ordering transcripts, asking people to write recommendation letters, putting together a resume, writing and editing 5 personal statements…I’m exhausted just thinking about all of it! Applying to grad school is not an easy, cut and dry process. Oh yeah, then there are all the application fees.

So all this made me ask myself, “What if this was how salvation worked?” Imagine having to take a test and prove you had earned the right to go to heaven someday.

That would suck.

I would fail the test and all the good things I could list on my resume would look like filthy rags (Isaiah 64:6).

For the past 4 years, I’ve been in classes with students who work hard so they can go to grad school, but our university only accepts 30 out of 200 applicants. That’s why we have to apply to several different schools in hopes of somehow getting in. And each school has its own application process, making things even more complicated.

Thankfully, there’s only one way to heaven, eliminating the stress of choosing the best options and filling out multiple applications. And unlike grad school, heaven isn’t limited by the number of desks in a room.

With grad school, we all deserve to get in, but only a few do. With heaven, none of us deserve to get in, but we are all offered a place. Heaven is like receiving an acceptance letter to grad school before you even start kindergarten! God wrote us the best acceptance letter ever, telling us “Congratulations, I want you to come spend eternity learning more about me. I know you could never earn this, but Jesus has paid all your application fees and the Holy Spirit has given you a wonderful recommendation. All you have to do is accept this offer.”

How crazy is that?

So while I’m thankful for grad school and the opportunity to learn more about speech pathology, I’m even more thankful for heaven. There’s no application, no competition, and no prerequisites. All we have to do is say, “Yes, I’m coming!”

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